THE BOY NEXT DOOR✓ EPISODE 133✓

Bella

My breath is coming out in short spurts and tears are spilling endlessly.

Jade is rubbing my back, telling me to stay calm while Cara is moving about in my room looking super worried.

I can't tell what is happening right now. My eyes are red and puffy and my nose is runny.

It's all on my mind, printed there for eternity. Kain lying on top of Tatiana, the duvet slung carelessly over his waist, their naked bodies mashed into each other.

I close my eyes and shake my head but the image doesn't go away.

It'll never go away.

I should have known.

Tatiana is a beautiful girl. She has a killer body and curves in all the right places. Her dress code is trendy and she is well trained in sophistication.

I have no idea what made me think Kain would choose me over her. She is everything he needs, everything I will never be.

I breath normally again and Jade relaxes.

"Bella, can you talk? Do you want to lie down?" She asks quietly, placing a soothing arm on my shoulders and I shake my head.

I can't believe I've been that stupid.

"Water?" Cara asks me.

"Please." I breath.

"I'll get you some from the kitchen."

"Thanks. Sparkling please."

She nods and exits, and Jade sits cross legged opposite me. She looks ready to burst and one thing I know about Jade is that she hates being kept in the dark.

What am I supposed to tell her? That I found my supposed boyfriend having sex with the one girl I hate to hell and back?

"So?" She asks with a raised eyebrow, her fingers moving soothingly over my arm.

"Can we talk in the morning?"

"No. We are talking right now."

Cara comes back with the water and I take a small sip to sooth my very dry throat.

"Yeah?" Jade asks impatiently.

"I found Kain and Tatiana having sex." I blurt out.

Jade and Cara look at each other before Cara moves to sit next to me.

"Kain and Tatiana?" She asks in disbelief.

I nod.

"So Tatiana wasn't crazy when she was yelling about kissing Kain? Because to be honest, I thought she was." Jade says angrily, standing up to pace the room.

"She wasn't." I say quietly, fresh tears trickling down my face. The image is just too fresh.

"Maaaan. Why would Kain fuck that bitch? I thought he was better than George! What is wrong with that family? It's all about the father and sons having similar characteristics! Manwhores!"
Jade yells while pacing my room. She is so mad and I know that her anger is fueled by the fact that George kissed lily.

"Why would Kain even look in her direction? I was under the impression that he can't stand her!" She adds, hands akimbo.

I wipe the tears angrily before replying.
"I don't know. They deserve each other."

She nods. "Exactly. But wait, did you see them yourself? I was assuming that Kain really likes you."

"He doesn't. I found them, all naked. He was on top of her and she had her legs wrapped around his waist and...And.." I can't bring myself to say the words. I'm in pain; almost physically. And I hate myself, I hate Tatiana and I hate Kain.