Jay
If I don't wake up from this fucking dream right this moment, I'm so going to punch someone to death.
This is a dream. It has to be.
Kain would never cheat on Bella, would he now?
"Belle, I can explain." Kain says, his face a mask of horror, his voice breaking with emotion and I realize that this is indeed happening.
He was going to have sex with Tatiana while Bella was in the living room trying to have some fun on her birthday.
Tatiana of all people.
Bella's face falls and she hastily turns away from him. With her face white as porcelain and emotionless as an ice queen's, she literally runs out of the room.
"Belle!" Kain, who all along has been frozen on the spot makes to move but the tart grabs his arm.
I want to punch both of them to pulp before puking my guts out. I can't believe he kissed her. And he just let her touch him?
What is wrong with him!
"Don't go baby. You're not leaving me high and dry. Let's finish what we started." Tatiana purrs, her fingers moving over Kain's bicep and I watch as his eyes follow the movement of her fingers.
I'm clenching my hands tightly. I don't want to hit any of them. Yet.
"Tatiana," Kain speaks, his eyes hard on her. "Leave. Now."
"Come on. You want me. I can tell, you know?" She moves to kiss him but he pushes her back, before climbing from the bed to retrieve his clothes.
I feel a little sense of relief run through me when I realize he is still wearing his Calvin Klein's. At least they didn't have sex.
But they were all over each other and if we didn't barge in, they would be fucking like rabbits right now.
I'm nauseous just thinking about it.
"Baby." Tatiana calls him while climbing out of bed. She is stark naked and I lift an eyebrow as I look at her unashamed self. Those melons are fake. Trust me I've seen enough breasts to know that.
"Stop touching me." Kain tells her very quietly while tugging his shirt on.
Her hands remain on him, moving daringly over his stomach and I grit my teeth angrily. Really now?
"What do you want? A neon sign screaming stop fucking touching me?" Kain yells and when she doesn't move, he closes his eyes and takes a deep breath.
"Tatiana, if you don't move right now, I'm going to hit you."
"You can't hit me. I know you don't have the capacity to hit a girl."
"You're wrong." He snaps, then I gasp when he holds her by the hair and slaps her right across the face.
Hard.
The intensity of the smack makes her to reel back and she collapses on the bed. She sits back up immediately, her fingers moving over the beaten spot, her face alive with disbelief.
"You hit me." She gasps.
"And I will hit you again if you don't show yourself out." He says unapologetically, sitting on the bed to tug his converse on.
"You hit me because of that slut?" She asks while standing up and I take a menacing step towards her. Kain, however, already got it covered. He is half a foot away from her, his eyes glinting dangerously with rage.
"What did you say?" He asks in disbelief.
"I said I can't fucking believe you are hitting me because of that slut. She is always throwing herself at you!"
Kain slaps her again, the intensity much more than the last time and she gasps while holding her cheek.
"If you ever insult Belle ever again, you will get more than just a slap. Now collect your shit and go while I'm still being nice."
He pushes her to the door and I have enough sense to toss her clothes after her. She picks them and bolts out of the room, not before casting me a glare and Kain a longing look.
Kain walks to the door and I move to stand in his way. I'm still fucking angry.
"What." He snaps at me when I push him back.
"You don't get to use that tone with me. What the fuck was that?" I yell at him and he runs a hand through his hair. He is acting all confused and shit.
"Just get out of the way dude. I have to go after my girl!"
"Your girl?" I spit in disgust. "The one you almost fucked a few minutes ago."
He gives me a surprised look.
"You don't believe I was doing that on purpose; do you?"
"I wouldn't know. You tell me."
"I was drunk..."
"That's not an excuse Kain. You were not that drunk."
"Okay." He says while lifting his hands in surrender. "I thought it was Belle. And I have to go after her."
"You're not going after her." I reply coolly.
"You're not going to tell me what to do. I have to explain; to convince her."
I shake my head. "Trust me she won't listen to you right now. I don't think she is ever going to listen to you."
He moves backwards and slumps on the bed, his face bleak, his teeth clenched.
"I fucked up." He states quietly after a moment. "We were doing so well and I just had to fuck up."
"Did you really believe that you were making out with Bella? You don't even know her body size?"
He lifts his eyes to look at me. "I knew that the scent was all wrong. I know how Belle's hair smells like but it was off....I just couldn't place it. I assumed I was just drunk, or whatever. My subconscious kept yelling that everything was wrong...."
He breaks off and face palms himself, like he can't believe this is happening. Well, I can't either.
"Why did you assume it was Bella in the first place?" I ask and he looks at me like I'm entirely missing the point.
"She was lying in my arms before I drifted to sleep. She was all over me when I woke up and I didn't have much time to think."
"That's sad." I tell him and he glares at me.
"Tell me about it."
He stands up and paces the room, his fingers in his hair, his expression just pitiful. I lift both eyebrows when he drives his fist into the wall.
Hard.
I wish that was Tatiana's face.
"What the hell do I do now?" He asks, sliding to sit on the floor, his face in his hands. It's a pitiful sight but he doesn't have my pity right now. I'm thinking about Bella. She should never have witnessed that. She must be feeling like crap.
"Calm down first then try to talk to her in the morning."
"Will she listen to me?" He asks hopefully, his eyes straying to the bed.
"Let's hope so. If she doesn't...."
"Don't finish that sentence, Jay. She has to."
"This is a big mess."
"I know that, but you don't understand. That girl means everything to me. I'll be a lost cause without her."
"Maybe you should have thought about that before doing all that shit with Tatiana."
"That wasn't intentional." He yells at me. "I would never cheat on her on purpose."
The door bursts open and Zac, George and Ethan walk in. They look around in confusion, their eyes straying to Kain then back to me before Ethan steps forward.
He grabs Kain by the shirt to pull him up, then he drives his fist into his jaw.
"That was for Bella." Ethan spits angrily before backing off. Kain doesn't even react.
"What's happening?" George asks eventually.
"Where's she?" Kain asks, his eyes searching George's face hopefully.
"Who? Tatiana?" Ethan asks carelessly. "The last time I checked, she was strutting the corridors naked, saying that you kiss like a pornstar."
I look away and Kain's shoulders slump.
"Where's Belle?"
George finally steps towards him.
"She ran into the living room looking like a ghost. She couldn't get a single word out. Then tears just began to flow and Jade was trying to comfort her when Tatiana walked in. She was trying to taunt Bella so I kicked her out and Jade took Bella home. So now we're here trying to find out what happened. "
"Will she take me back?" Kain asks his brother who shakes his head.
"I don't know. The only way to find out is by talking to her in the morning."
"If she lets you, that is." I add sourly.
"Whose side are you on?" Zac asks, narrowing his eyes at me.
"Bella's obviously. We can't side with Kain yet he is the one on the wrong. Bella is very fragile and she is going to snap if she doesn't have anyone on her side."
"You don't deserve Bella." Ethan spits and Kain shrugs.
"I know. But I can't let her go before giving it a try."
Passing Kain a very disgusted look, Ethan turns on his heel and walks out of the door.
"What happened?" George asks, sitting on the bed.
"I made out with Tatiana then Belle found us." Kain explains simply.
"Why on earth would you kiss Tatiana?! What is wrong with you?"
Kain shakes his head. "I'm just so messed up right now. If I don't talk to her, I will lose it." He gives George a beseeching look. "I can't afford to lose her."
"She is home already plus I doubt she will want to see you right now. And, if her mother sees you, she will have your head for dinner. We will try to lure her out of the house tomorrow."
"What if she doesn't want me anymore?"
"Then you will have yourself to blame." I tell him and he scrunches his nose at me. I know I'm being a puss but I can't help it. I just can't imagine what she is feeling right now.
One thing I'm sure about, if Jade finds Kain in the morning, she will cuss him to hell and back.
Kain stands up and walks to pick his phone from the nightstand.
"I'm leaving." He announces to no one in particular but George grabs his hand.
"You are not in a position to drive. I'll take you to your apartment."
"I don't want to go there. I might be tempted to do something crazy."
"Where do you want to go? You can sleep here." Zac offers.
"I am going to my bedroom in dad's house. I want to be around when Belle wakes up."
"And stare at her window all night? That's not going to happen. Let's go to my place. I have a guestroom plus Jade is sleeping over at Bella's." George offers and Kain shrugs.
He doesn't have many choices right now.
"I'm coming with you guys." Zac tells them.
"Me too." I add. I don't want to face Bella alone in the morning. I don't want to see that blank look in her eyes.
She is the sister I never had and I care about her to infinity.
As we pile into the car, I glance at Kain and he is staring at Daniel's house.
If I am not wrong, he is very much in love with her.
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