Kain's POV
If you ask me, truth or dare is a lame game.
It's fun sometimes but right now it's plain lame.
When Tatiana dares me to kiss her, I lose a dare for the first time ever and take a shot, adding to the ridiculous amount of alcohol in my system already. I can't kiss Tatiana even in my wildest dreams and there's definitely no way I'm kissing her in front of my Belle.
I've made lot's of stupid mistakes in the past but I've never gotten myself this drunk. I've taken alcohol before; many times.. But I never went past my limits.
Tonight, I was just angry at my Mom.
Why would she take alcohol when she knew pretty well that her doctor advised her against it? When I asked around, someone told me that my dad was flirting with some married woman at the party and Mom eavesdropped on them.
I know that made her angry but then again, dad has been doing that since time immemorial. He has been cheating on her from day one and most of the times, she finds out one way or another.
I assumed she would be used to it by now somehow.
In the car while rushing her to the hospital earlier tonight, I asked her to file for divorce because Dad is never going to change but she was adamant claiming that she still loves him.
That's why I was so mad, confused and enraged.
And when I saw the alcohol in George's car, I decided to drink and forget about my parents for a while.
Speaking of George, I'm not sure what to do with him. Every time I look at him, I feel betrayed all over again. He was my best friend since we were kids, we went to the same schools, spend most of our time together.
When we grew up, we kept doing everything together. We even took our driving lessons together and worked out together!
Just like brothers..
Only one thing, it never crossed my mind that we could be real brothers.
I'm not ready to talk with anyone about that yet. I'll probably lose my calm and break someone's nose. George's maybe.
Don't get me wrong, I don't have a problem with George being my brother. Far from it. I'm just disappointed that he kept something like that from me for so long. And what kills me is the fact that everyone knew about it; except me.
"Kain, it's your turn." Jay snaps me from my thoughts and I look around. They are all staring at me.
I so want to leave the table.
"I'm leaving." I announce while pushing my seat back. I just want to lie down.
"You are a puss." Ethan huffs.
Whatever,
"Come with me sweetheart." I tell Belle who is giving me a worried look; like she thinks I'm going to fall on my face.
She stands up and wraps an arm around my waist and to be honest, that's about the best thing ever. Her touch is just heavenly.
We walk upstairs to an unoccupied bedroom and I flop on the bed. My head is spinning and I'm just too drunk to function.
"You'll feel like shit in the morning." Belle states with concern while tugging my converse and my socks off.
"I know." I groan.
"You shouldn't drink that much. I don't want anything to happen to you." She says, her face creased with worry as she reaches to touch my face.
She looks so beautiful leaning over me in the subtle light and I push her hair to the side to see her face.
My Belle.
I'll never get tired of this girl. She makes me tick; makes me want to do crazy stuff. She is my weakness and I'm somehow scared that Dad, or anyone for that matter could use her to get to me.
I'd do anything for her.
"You care about me." I slur with a grin.
"Of course I do. Go to sleep."
"Lie with me." I suggest, reaching to hold her hand and she thinks for a moment.
"Okay. But I'll leave once you fall asleep. It's my birthday and our friends are waiting downstairs."
"Okay baby. I'm sorry I am a total mess on your birthday."
"It's fine."
I tense when she reaches for the fly on my jeans. I want her so bad it aches; I've wanted her since day one. But I'm not going to touch her anytime soon. She is not ready for that yet. I want her to desire me, to want me like crazy just like I do with her before we take our relationship to the next level.
She is mine and I am willing to wait for as long as it takes.
She pulls my jeans down my legs, her face flooding with relief when she notices my boxer shorts underneath. It's funny how she doesn't want me sleeping in jeans and waking up all uncomfortable and cramped in the morning but at the same time, she is totally scared that I might be naked underneath them.
She would probably faint.
"Do you want to sleep in your T-shirt?" She asks and I nod, eyes closed.
She moves away from the bed and my eyes fly open.
"Don't leave."
Urgh! I sound so clingy.
"I'm not leaving Kain. I'm placing your clothes on the dresser."
She walks to me then and tugs her shoes off before climbing in and lying beside me.
"Lights on or off?"
"Off please." I reply quickly and she flicks them off.
I pull her into my arms and she comes willingly, resting her head on my shoulder. Her body is so soft and warm.
Her hair carries the sweet strawberry scent of shampoo and inhale deeply. It's weird how everything about her intoxicates me.
I pull her closer when I feel my eyes drooping with sleep and she lifts her face, reaching up until her searching lips find mine. In no time, our lips are locked in a kiss.
"Don't leave." Is the last thing that I whisper before I drift to sleep, our bodies mashed together.
It's very dark in the room when I open my eyes and I realize it's still in the middle of the night. It takes my still very drunk self a moment to realize what woke me up.
Belle?
I reach for the spot where she slept but it's empty and still warm. I guess she just woke up..
I feel her on top of me then. She is pulling the duvet from me, her palms planted on my chest.
My heart leaps. My baby is right here.
She lies on top of me and my hands automatically go around her slim waist. Her lips find mine and the passion in them surprise me. She is kissing me wildly, passionately, like her very life depended on it.
What happened to the sweet shy kisses?
Anyway, if she wants to kiss,,then she gets the kisses. Her wish is my command so I let myself go and give it to her.
She grinds herself against me and desire shoots through me. This is getting out of control and I should probably stop it but I can't. Not when her fingers are threaded through my hair and her firm breasts are pressed against my chest.
"Belle.." I whisper against her lips, trying to push her back, but she mewls and moans against me, her grip not relenting.
"Stop, sweetheart. We can't do this right now." I whisper, holding her arms.
"Please." She breaths while leaning to take my lips again.
He hands stray under my T-shirt and I blow out a breath. When did Belle become so naughty? Her fingers trace the planes on my stomach and my chest, lingering on my sensitive nipples.
This girl will be the end of me.
Holding her against me, I spin us around until she is lying beneath me. I remember that Belle was in a dress and sure enough, her very enticing legs are all exposed. Her dress has ridden high up to her waist and I go absolutely bat shit crazy.
"You're driving me crazy." I whisper with my lips against her throat before nipping and sucking the sensitive spot hard. I want to leave my mark. Ethan and company should know that Belle is very taken.
She groans and holds my T-shirt to take it off and I let her. Lifting my hands, I allow her to pull it and toss it wherever.
Our lips meet in a frenzy once more as I reach for her nicely curved breasts. They are so firm and if I didn't know my Belle so well, I'd be tempted to think that they were totally fake.
She moans when I cup them then I lean to kiss her cleavage, pushing the silky material of the dress to the side with my lips.
She pushes me back and she sits up, taking the dress right over her head and tossing it aside.
I reach behind her to unclasp her bra and when it comes off, I throw it on the floor.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" I ask her in a whisper, nibbling her bottom lip and she moans in reply.
At least she is sober so she won't have anything to regret in the morning.
I don't think I will either.
I tense when the doorknob turns and someone walks in. What the hell? They should know the room is occupied!
"He is still asleep. I'll just take his jacket then we shall leave."
What the fuck.
"Hurry up before the rest leave us behind."
Jay?
The lights are switched on and I close my eyes tightly, hoping that whatever is happening right now is a dream.
"Holy crap!" Jay gasps and I look from Belle whose face is pale and emotionless as she looks at me to Tatiana who is lying beneath me, her legs wrapped around my waist, her face set in a wide grin.
I'm totally fucked.
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